Im in HK now. If you asked me a couple months ago about me being in Hk this summer I'd of thought u where crazy. But I am...and it is somewhat surreal. However, as my time here is coming to a close I realize that my trip to the other side of the world does not change my situation back home. The fact of the matter is I didnt get a job for co-op after close to 40 applications. My laurier transfer is still pending...but im starting to feel like something went wrong (ie. transcript didnt arrive etc..). So I guess you can say I am pre-occupied here in HK...thinking...dare I saw worrying about life. Now I must realize that my lack of prayer most likely got me here. I need to get back on it...these red flags are God's way to get my attention...and the extent of the attention grabbing shows how side tracked I've been.
Lord help me to stop running away and to learn to face the problems at hand....to know that You are in utter control of the situations even though the world may seem to be spinning around me. I realized that I have fallen into a type of mindset that has a distaste for uncertainty. Help me to embrace the uncertain knowing that you are souvreign. Silence my heart and help me to know that You are God....
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