scary.

so my eyes are in Right field and I'm watching the relay to the cut off. Next I see a crowd in left field. There she is...blood dripping on the grass. No its not just a cut lip. I stand helpless and useless. Was it bound to happen? Hard projectiles and swinging of big bats...sooner or later someone was gonna get in the way of one of those.

ER. Opened her wallet and handed the triage nurse the health card. Picture. Don't look...just get the card and close the wallet. Dont think. Too late, my heart is already dying out. From one waiting room to another...time goes by and nothing happens...didnt even get ice...had to ask the security guard....GAH. The worst part of all this was when I so dearly wanted to comfort and assure....wanted to protect and care for....wanted to console and bear....i realized yet again that its not my place to do that anymore. Sigh.