Providence

Man...it really just hit me...where am i going to live next year? I didnt re-apply to east res or have not looked for a place off campus cause i fully thought i was going to be on coop work term. But now things are more complicated. Ok, i want to take courses in the fall cause the course seleciton is so much greater...and good profs seem to teach in the fall...hah. But if i want to do that...that means i should be looking for a place to live....but the thing is im not certain if they will let me do that or if i should do that yet. Then theres the thought of transfering...deadline is may 1st. I dont want to sign any leases if I'm not gonna be here. Man..honestly my future is up in the air for the first time in my life. The thing is I cant pull the trigger to do anything yet cause everything is so uncertain. Will the course advisors allow me to change around my academic calender? Will I find a coop job? Should I even apply to laurier? Man...so many variables to deal with...its honestly crazy....So this is it...probably the greatest test of my life so far....how much will I trust in God's providence over me? How much do I trust Him as my rock and refuge? How much do I trust Him to take care of me and provide for me? The way I live now will answer that...